It’s hard to adequately describe the transformation I felt happening year and to get into why I needed said transformation seems even harder. In fact, the messy, often indescribable nature of my unraveling is why I needed these 17 things to get me through. 

...for me, this is new. This is part of recalibrating. Making small changes to make sure this year is one I'll be proud of.

I don't talk about my cameras, actually.